5 MORE DAYS.....Can you believe it? People keep asking me if I'm nervous. I'm not at all though. I'm just tired and stressed out and happy that everything is just falling into place. It's like when he proposed. I thought I'd cry and have a deep emotional feeling inside, instead I had a calm feeling and said "yeah, yeah, yeah." That's how I feel now. Calm and happy. Maybe its because I'm sleep deprived and really need the vacation after the big day.

Our relationship has reflected that feeling all along. Calm and happy. He taught me a long time ago that Love isn't only that ache you feel in the pit of your stomache, but simply "friends, but more" To me, we cover the whole spectrem of love. love for family, love for friends, passion, adoration, partnership... We seem to just fall in place for eachother.

So, I'm not nervous. We're finally going to be eachother's family.

Amusments for today:
Have you seen explodingdog? He draws these pictures reflecting themes that readers submit. I thought "seeing differently" was wierd and funny.

I found grace again. She's a cool pinay texan...

Oooh! I watched Legally Blonde twice this weekend. It was very, very good the first time, but not good the second time. Everybody should see it once...

Today's song(just because it makes me happy and I've been watching Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon):

Everybody was kung-fu fighting
Those cats were fast as lightning
In fact it was a little bit frightning
But they fought with expert timing

They were funky China men from funky Chinatown
They were chopping them up and they were chopping them down
It's an ancient Chineese art and everybody knew their part
From a feint into a slip, and kicking from the hip

Everybody was kung-fu fighting
Those cats were fast as lightning
In fact it was a little bit frightning
But they fought with expert timing

There was funky Billy Chin and little Sammy Chung
He said here comes the big boss, lets get it on
We took a bow and made a stand, started swinging with the hand
The sudden motion made me skip now we're into a brand knew trip

Everybody was kung-fu fighting...

posted by gian 7/16/2001 10:25:13 AM

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I've been leaving work early a lot lately. Its called PERBUS. Personal Business. Under the circumstances donthcha think it's understandable and excused?

Went to renew my license tabs last week in Ballard. Had to before the month changed to July and before I got pulled over fro expired tabs. Got a chance to do a little shopping too. Bought a few gifts over at La Tienda and picked up Bridget Jones's Diary and Bridget Jones: The Edge Of Reason at the Secret Garden Bookshop.

I really enjoyed the movie, but I liked the layout of the book. So nice to read something that's realy easy to get through. I love light and funny books like this!

The 4th was great. Would have been perfect if it wasn't in the middle of the week and I wasn't at work now...

Mara's home from Equador
Justin isn't mad at me anymore, but he thinks I still "sssssuck!"
Phil & I have walls
Phil & I have beautiful, blue walls
Gab has a dress for the wedding
16 days left! Yikes
I'm leaving early agian today. PERBUS

-g

posted by gian 7/05/2001 11:13:11 AM

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